wonderss

2010-10-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

when i keep quiet, my mom say she talking to wall, ask me to say out what i feel. OH so NOW i can say out what i feel. BUT noooo. i learnt my lesson, saying out what i feel to my parents is called arguing. so even if they ask me to say out what i feel, i will keep my mouth shut and swallow my words.

"if your marks cant get you to JC, dun tink of retaking. u go poly." if this i what you think of me, so be it?

2010-09-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

although i wasn't present at the co camp.
but i do know that there was the conflict.

but its been almost a year since then. if the alumni are so xiao qi and still bears a grudge, oh my gosh i will hate them. alumni aren't supposed to be so xiao qi. like HELLO~! juniors. shldn't seniors be more forgiving to them? if u bear a grudge until now, i think you yourself isn't any better as a human.

the only thing i cant ever bear to see it happening in CO is the segregation between senior and juniors. like. i think there shldn't even be a senior junior thing. why cant all senior and junior be just friends?!!!!!!

i will nv understand your mindsett. ever. bitch. senior cant buy flowers to junior? like WTS scram. ur ideology is so not welcomed cos its their FIRST big performance, its only RIGHT for us to give them an encouragement no matter how badly or how well they do.

2010-08-22T21:41:00.001+08:00

JUST IMAGINE,
showing ur future children ur blogs, ur posts.

or maybe u would modify ur posts to look them more nice, or guai kia so taht they will think that their parents were muggers. HAHA.

freaky.

2010-08-16T18:51:00.003+08:00

i dun think i'm stress.
maybe because i dno whats stress.
until this morning..
1st lesson is alive. alive 2day is half self study and half coping with stress lesson.
WAH THAT 30 MINUTES WAS THE 3rd STRESSEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE.

its supposed to be COPING with stress. but to me, its a stress session.
it make me THINK about stress. in addition, i was thinking that the 30 minutes could be used to study sth. these made me damn stress. =.=

1st on the stress list is econs.
2nd is choosing poly or jc.

and i am having headaches very frequently lately.
and bad sleep.
and poor appetite.

....

but i cant really afford to relax for even a minute now.
2mr have remedial..
wed have...nth.
thursday have ss and english consultation.
BUT thursday also have english prelims.
FRIDAY have SS prelims AND ENGLISH ORAL O LVLS WTH AH HELP HELP HELP
I STILL CANT SPEAK FOR ORAL.

2010-07-27T23:06:00.001+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAAAA.

I'M BORED.

AND I AM FEELING HAPPY.

I REALIZE.

I CAN CONTROL MY EMOTIONS ANY TIME.

2010-07-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

when u seem to be getting close to someone. and then they suddenly appear to be so far away.

far far away.

dun u have a better vulgarities vocab?

2010-07-27T22:53:00.002+08:00

heartache doesn't necessary must be due to love.

realize its more prone of happening, when u have high hopes. oh. sorry, its u HAD high hopes. then someone knocked it down for you in 1 instant. 1 instant. 1 moment. 1 second. urgh.

2010-07-27T22:43:00.002+08:00

u expect ur grades to be good when u dun put in effort.
when u dun get the grades u want, U WANT TO CHANGE SCHOOL.

CAN U GROW UP AND SEE THAT U ARE THE STUPID ONE.
CAN YOU HELP URSELF 1ST AND NOT RELY ON OTHERS TO HELP U ENTIRELY?
WE CAN ADVISE YOU BUT IN THE END IT COMES DOWN TO WHETHER YOU WANNA LISTEN.
WE CAN SPOON FEED YOU ANSWERS IF U ARE REALIZE UR MISTAKES.
WE CAN HELP YOU IN HOMEWORK BUT NOT IN EXAMS.
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP YOURSELF COS U ARE WORRYING ME.

2010-07-27T22:10:00.002+08:00

I AM BLARDY PISSED.

LIKE SERIOUSLY.

i dun look angry just now.
cos i tried not to.
cos i dun even know what i look like when i'm really THAT angry!
which means i wouldn't be able to handle myself.
which means i would lose friends.

BUT I AM REALLY DAMN BLARDY PISSED.
IF U WANNA say dirty jokes in my face. say sth i understand. not use me as a joke right infront of me and when i dun understand u just say i shldn't so its a good thing.
URGHHHH.

$%^#@%$#@*&

2010-07-24T20:31:00.002+08:00

HOW

SOMEONE TELL ME HOWWW.

HONGJIE AIMING FOR MJ.

WTS.

THEN I JUST ACCEPTED MJC.

hongjie is really really bastard.

too many things to say to type now. i need to quickquick post.

ANYWAY. SERIOUSLY.

WTH. HOW. IF HE GO MJC, WE WILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS.

HE WILL RUIN ME. he bitches about every1. EVERY1, those who are nice to him. those who are not nice to him, those who done nth wrong.

so if he go mjc, we same class, the 1st thing he will do is bitch abt me to others.

and after the class know that hongjie is aiming mj, noone will go. they rather go national or SA.

if there's someone else who knows him who goes mj it will be better.

BUT NOOO. NOBODY IS GOING. AND I ACCEPTED MJ.

FISHHHHHH.

2010-07-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

studied chem.
practising chem.

u know wad.

i dno what to do.

REALLY.

WHAT TO DO.

and I CANT TELL PEOPLE SOMMORE.

WAH SHIT.

THIS KIND OF OFFER, CAN ACCEPT?!

2010-07-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

one incident made me never to trust information on websites.

secondary school posting.
i rmb sth from that time made me totally dun trust such information. i don't mean for projects. projects just ctrl+c and ctrl+v. information as in, deciding factors.
like. dsa.

withdrawal phase. is there really one? i have NEVER heard of any1 withdrawing.

2010-07-21T16:53:00.001+08:00

I THINK I WILL BE SPECIALLY OSTRACIZED IF I ACTUALLY ACCEPT.
WAH DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.

FREAK.

2010-07-20T15:51:00.000+08:00

dun act like u care abt what i really think.
just continue scolding all u want while i just sit back and act like i dun care.

2010-07-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

my troubles all u ever liked.

i think my class is getting more slack.
its 23 days to prelims i think. or 22?
andd just 2 days ago we were still in class and at U.D.D.E.R.S playing bridge and zhong ji mi ma and forfeits.
the forfeit is just ice cream + water. dun get whats so gross abt it hehhh.

grad night 2010 theme: colourful rainbow. =.=
dumb.

2010-07-17T11:17:00.003+08:00

HEYYY. ME BACK.

WRITING A NARRATIVE.
YESS. I AM WRITING A NARRATIVE!
OMG HAH! ...

the teacher gave us 2 choices, struggle or proudest moment.
i chose struggle. cos i tried v hard to write a happy story. nah. dun work.
so i am writing a... sad story.
hopefully it gets 6/6 for criterion. (criterion only marks grammar, vocab, phrasing, sentence. not content :D )

2010-07-14T18:09:00.002+08:00

sorry to my mom whom i was angry at.

sorry to junjie cos he is angry.

srsly dun rmb. andd u know 2day sth happened in the bus when i bus-ed home from school 2day.

I am going to be as not bias as possible. i took bus 10 with A and B

the bus was damn squeezy when tms students boarded at the tms bus stop. Until Bedok South bus stop, only very little people exited the bus. so there was only that little space for that little people at the door. the bus uncle shouted for the people in the middle to move in. and they dao-ed. until a rude crude man shouted for the people to move to the rear, only in a rather coarse manner. i can understand why he's irritated cos he is barely able to made it into the bus. but he is really damn rude. so as the bus moves on, and stopped at the... i think changi general hospital bus stop, SOME people alighted. there was only a LITTLE more space at the middle of the bus. and me, A and B was still stuck at a little farther away from the door and beside us was the crude guy. so the crude guy just shouted "eh hello move in move in" to A. there was seriously no space, to move, so A told him "there is no space to move, can u just wait awhile?!". i mean, what would u say in that circumstance that the guy was shouting at u yet u are in ur school uniform and u are suppressing ur anger.

so the guy just keep glaring at A.

the bus moved on, up to the next bus stop, more people exited the bus, and people were trying to get on the bus too. Then there was no space and another uncle barely made it in and caused a commotion with the auntie infront of him i supposed as the uncle and auntie are shouting at each other in dialect.

so after the bus moved on, i tried to tell the people to move in by telling the girl next to B to pass the message to move in. OBVIOUSLY NONE OF THE TEMASEKIANS MOVED. =.= which is irritating. what with the glare of the crude guy and the three of us wanted to move as far away as possible.

so a few seconds after i passed the "message", the guy SHOUTED again, "EH HELLO HELLO, MOVE IN."

like, RIGHT INTO MY EAR.

then we moved in. oh. the bus was a wheelchair accessible bus with seats facing sideways.

We moved in until there wasn't any space and stopped standing at the sideway seats. apparently a teacher was sitting there. and a temasek staff was sitting there too :D {but the teacher is... v quiet. but very caring. not strict. a plain normal teacher}

the rude man was still glaring at A. andd suddenly he say to me "I rmb ur friend face arh. {sthsthsth i forgot}" so i helped A reply "I am very sorry but there really wasn't any space for her to move in at all." BELIEVE ME. IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO CALM DOWN AND SUPPRESS MY ANGER TO STOP MYSELF FROM SCOLDING BACK THE MAN COS I KNOW IT WUN DO US ANY GOOD.

then he turn to A and say "i give u chance u dun want move in, argue with me"

then A say "can u see any space beside me? there isn't any space how to move in?" she got upset, and got quite impatient but all throughout i swear she did not raise her voice at all.

then me and B ask A to stand inbetween the 2 of us, with me blocking the guy.

this is where the teacher infront of us came in. i told A that the person in front of us was a teacher. then she turn to the teacher and tell the teacher that the guy scold her. the teacher said "ya ya i know. we saw we saw. dun worry if any1 complain nth will happen to u."

then A cried, which i believe is angry moisture. if i am A i will oso cry cos i will be goddamn angry.

anyway, the guy got quiet. but was still glaring.

and then rmb the uncle and auntie i said that was shouting?

this is where they come in. this part makes the rude man ironic.

The bus came to the next bus stop. the side way seat had 3 seats. the 1 at the left is temasek staff, middle is the teacher, right is someone who exited at this bus stop.

at this bus stop, more people exited too.

so the teacher ask A to sit. we say let the older uncle{who caused a commotion with the auntie} sit.

so the 3 of us moved to the exit door. as we moved, the rude man persuaded the uncle to let it go, dun quarrel with the auntie in dialect. say "suan le suan le" in dialect, which i dno how to spell. see the irony?

then i felt that he was really ironic. then he was trying to start a quarrel with a SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENT, and now he is persuading the uncle to not quarrel.

actually. i can tell the rude man is nice in nature. He helped the uncle to the seat. He persuaded the uncle not to quarrel. this shows he is supposedly not bad. but the packed bus might have made him grumpy or sth. but even so, as a mature adult i do not think THAT is the appropriate way to say things.

moreover, the way he say it is like he is so big so big, make complain to school as if the student will confirm be punished so he holds the authority to scold the student.

say until he so dua.

so the bus moved on to the bus interchange. As the bus was going to stop, AND HE IS STILL TALKING ABT MY FRIEND A, he suddenly said "temasek guai lan larhh" the whole BUS was temasekians and i bet they heard it.

he said temasek gl in a whole bus of temasekian infront of a temasek teacher and a staff.

If he makes a complain, the possibility of a successful one is 0.1% unless the world and the school is really so unfair.

so A, B and I was talking on the way to TM to buy JINGJIE'S present and i was saying that "we shld have took a video and post his behaviour on stomp"

B said "eh YA! we were so pissed that we forgot!"

HAHAA. of course i only SAID it. i dun mean it.

cos i know posting this kind of things on stomp wun do us temasekians any good at all. neither will the guy. its not a win-win situation or its a lose-lose situation. no matter what, both parties will be suffer some consequences if this gets out into the public.

2010-07-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

singaporeans are getting less friendly.

from this i conclude smile is a merit good. Merit goods are goods that confers positive externalities and are always under-valued by people.
people do not see the importance from the benefits of SMILING.
SMILING can show ur FRIENDLINESS, and lets u be more SOCIABLE, hence benefitting each individual.
yet the people find SMILING a chore as they do not realize that frowning needs more energy and muscle.

SMILE MORE, IT COSTS NOTHING. :D

my class are making me smile more and more. but someone is trying to make me sad.

Despicable Me - Official Trailer 2 [HD]

2010-07-10T18:30:00.000+08:00

Despicable Me - Official Trailer [HD]

2010-07-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

Despicable Me - Official bvTrailer 4 [HD]

2010-07-10T18:20:00.000+08:00

2010-07-10T18:15:00.001+08:00

DESPICABLE MEEEEEEEEEEEE.

HOLLAND!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOO!!!! HAHAAA

1,2,3,4.... and now we hang shuling.

2010-07-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

"1,2,3,4, and now we hang shuling."

AHHHH.

u know econs lesson was v funny.

so mr lim started asking questions 1 by 1, sadly starting from MY PARTNER!! RAWRRR.
so i am the next.
when it was me. i took a while to answer.
then he say "lets make it more exciting. from next week onwards arh, hongjie go take the class list, whoever cannot answer 1 make 1 stroke and we PLAY HANG MAN."

then he draw on the paper, "draw the pole, then the base.." *1 more stroke across* *the rope* "and now we hang shuling"
HAHAHAHAAAA.
his hang man is FIVE STROKES ONLY. =O=
the human is 1 stroke. OMG. HAHAA.

2010-07-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

whenever i try to study.

2010-07-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

quack owes me BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM

cos he broke his promise :D

2010-07-07T18:52:00.001+08:00

on the bus.

i went crescendo. LOL.
ahhhhhhhhhh.
i am going to die sitting arnd jere, ed, quack, cupid and hongjie.
wah.

2010-07-06T15:44:00.002+08:00

troubled.

think i'm gonna get into trouble soon.

die.

ha. hahahaaa.

ITS MANDY AND MY SIS BIRTHDAY :D
although me and mandy are like, hi-bye that type.
but, its her birthdayyyy and my sis :D

okayy.
ishy bishy.

I AM STUDYING ECONS AND THEN SS LTR.

I AM GONNA GET SMART :D

U KNOW. i fail the amaths quiz. LOL. I CANNOT DO AREA OF A REGION, or whatever u call it. area under the graph?
i dno. ANYWAY. I GOT MESSED UP.
like. y = -2cos2x
how to change the subject to x?
then have to integrate y.

u know i can only say these on the blog now cos there's nobody i can complain to.
jinhow is like stress in JC{seemingly so, not being offensive.}
jingjie is so damn clever and gives me stress. HAHAHAA. KIDDING.
jiawei{my AMATHS PARTNERRR} dno how to do oso.
then no1 wanna listen to me talk D:
HAHAAA.

2010-07-05T09:37:00.003+08:00

"boring."
"shuling, i'm sorry i yawned."
"are they still playing another song?!"
"the deng deng song is nicer"
"wah this is the standard song arh"

not constructive comments.

"even outsiders can tell its off tune"
"ya. the erhu no coordination even i oso can hear"
"now u can see why Zat was angry. its like they NEVER practised{for combined}."
"too soft"
"logs."
"messy. what are they playing?"

wah. all these comments made me cry. i dno is it cos i am too sensitive or wad. but even if i am watching a better performance and people are saying this, i will still cry.

the nonconstructive comments, boring wat so ever, is cos its CO music. most people dun like CO music cos its supposedly boring and traditional and old, and old-fashion. bla bla bla. those can dun listen derhh lorhh. cos the songs that co played wasn't high.
even mr lim wei ming oso playing with iphone. SHEESH.

combined performance is REALLY like CO people din practise at all.
erhu no coordination, total mess. theres echo of the notes. wts.
i bet zat was damn angry.

u know the school clapped early, din wait for CO to finish. as in, koh seng and liu bin hand still up, doing the long ending. but they clapped. not cos it was good. but it was cos they wanted co to end.

but on facebook. co people are saying its a great success. am i just too weird? or am i just too dumb to notice the wrong things? or am i just too wrong?

2010-07-04T11:01:00.001+08:00

bimbos who act smart.

2010-07-04T10:35:00.001+08:00

esplanade.
esplanade.
esplanade.
esplanade.
esplanade.

dno why. i am so not looking forward to it.

2010-07-04T00:14:00.001+08:00

XIAO XIAO BIN IS SO CUTE.

u just said the f word to me and u expect me to reply.
i think i will just reply stfu. but. i dun wanna be so cu lu.

2010-07-04T00:08:00.001+08:00

i cant tell u just means we are not close enough for me to say my mind.

weird. so far, i can say everything on my mind to every1 of myfriends. just not u.

oh. i know. cos u are a bitch.

2010-07-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

cos me and u are different.

different sides. different friends. different point of view.

i tell u person A, u will argue with me.

u tell me person B, i will kill u.

2010-07-02T22:55:00.001+08:00

trying to find cheap flowers so can buy for more people.
shitt.

2010-07-01T22:42:00.000+08:00

think i am quitting facebook.
but. definitely not millionaire city.
there is just this someone that i hate that i am unwilling to lose to.

is this bad?
yes.
i need to stop using computer.

2010-07-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

i am me.
my sister is my sister.

if u keep saying i am my sister.
then dun have such high expectations of me.
IF i am my sister:
O lvl result L1R4 9, L1R5 11.
then my name wun be shuling.
i wun be an aries, but pisces.
i wun be in temasek sec.
i wun be ur third daughter.
i would not have gotten 2** for PSLE.
i wun be the 1 nagging at my sisters to tidy the house.
AND U SHLD NOT HAVE SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS of me bah?
u keep saying i am my sister.
i am following my sister's pattern.
NO. I HAVE MY OWN PATTERN.
HER PATTERN IS HERS, NOT MINE.
STOP SAYING I AM LIKE MY SISTER.
COS. I. AM. NOT.
the more u say tat, the more i will put on a show for u all, showing you how i follow into my sister's bad habit.
cos u say that to make me stop doing things.
so i will do more to make u stop saying that.

oh. but obviously i cant tell my mom this. even in a polite manner w/o all the exclamations and caps.
cos whatever i say that goes against my mom, will be called arguing.
even when i am trying to tell her my reasons and what i really feel.
people THINKS i have good communication with my parents cos they seem to know all the events or activities or all the things i have to do.
but. since when do parents listen truthfully?
some moms will listen. and {using most parents and teachers favourite phrase} our words goes in through the left ear and out the right ear in chinese.

erm. dun say i am only thinking from my own perspective bla bla bla.

i DO try to understand my parents. but they dun let me. cos they think thats their dignity of being a parent. like, parent shld know everthing abt their child, but the child arent supposed to know every single thing abt their parent. like, 大人讲话，小孩子不要插嘴. that kind of thing.

sheesh. why dun have 孩子讲话，大人不要插嘴

2010-07-01T21:45:00.001+08:00

every friday have to stay for mock exam. i think. i can use the 3 or 4 hours to do econs revision.

mock exams are useless. pretty much. except ss and history i suppose. cos we dun have much practises.
but. every subject? like, srsly?

2010-06-30T22:59:00.001+08:00

i like the description about co on tmsco blog LOL.

2010-06-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

TMSCO jiayous!

2010-06-29T23:44:00.001+08:00

　　性格分析

　　4月8日出生的人常表达对他人的关怀，所以有明显的人道主义和利他主义倾向。

　　对他们来说，受人仰慕或是成为事件焦点并不够(他们大都十分受人仰慕)，重要的是表达出他们对同事、亲友或人类的关怀。他们重视别人的福祉更甚于自己的。他们也可能极不能容忍自己只重视某一个团体(虽然他们是此团体的成员)，而忽视了另一个团体。说也奇怪，虽然4月8日出生的人拥有明星般的特质，他们的天性却极为害羞。他们在人生舞台上演出自己的角色时，有时似乎是置身在隐密的私人世界里，有时却又很开放；在私底下的团体聚会中，他们也是混合了这种既开放又私密的感觉，而留给别人复杂、难懂的印象。由于4月8日出生的人，在压力和危机中十分冷静，所以在困难的时刻他们的冷静和支持非常值得信赖，有时他们甚至会展现出几乎是圣人才有的特质。

　　大多数4月8日出生的人，会支持为弱势者谋福利的政策。这并不是说他们一定是社会改革家；不过，他们确实相信每个人都应该有平等的机会。由于他们大多数都重视弱势者的权利，所以如果从事公职或从政，便会尽力去改善不利的社会环境。

　　爱情运

　　本日出生的人，一般来说，都具有一颗温柔体贴的心，以及浓厚的爱情。

　　渴望被人爱，而且会是个调情圣手。生性喜欢闲游，所以对具有诱惑秀或竞争性的游戏，都很盲目的喜欢，也有可能成为一位花花公子或是太妹。牡羊座出生的人，性格本来就很浪漫，尤其是今天出生的人，可以说是最能够发挥牡羊座这种浪漫的性格。虽然具有强烈的独立心，不过如果缺乏爱及浪漫的情调，便无法得到满足。牡羊座的忠实性格，很明显的能在结婚或恋爱关系中表现出来；不过他们也要求对方忠于自己，同时也会以和这样的对象结婚而自豪，无论任何事，都想第一个告诉他。然而他们是不会听任另一半的摆布的，因为他们并不希望伴侣之间这种主从关系，而极力提倡对等关系。一旦在感情上被片或被伤害，会变得冷酷无情。把自己的事情当作第一等优先予以考虑，是牡羊座的特色，本日出生的人也不例外。今天出生的人，虽然有时候显得很难伺候，不过心地慈祥，与他相处，可以享受冒险及浪漫的情调，是一个有魅力的人。

　　金钱运

　　本日出生的人财运很好，有时候会收到一笔可观的巨款，不过，一大半的巨款，可能是冒着相当大的危险得来的。

　　本日生的人是个喜欢投机，而且很有运气的人，不过要当心的是，运气也有用尽的时候，况且你的输或赢，往往不是小数目。喜欢花钱，不只是为自己的奢侈而花，也喜欢请朋友或情人，并因此感到快乐。不过本日出生的人，在本质上并不是一个物质主义者，不是为自己花钱，而是把钱花在别人身上，所获得的体面感到满足。如果能善用自己的精力，并充分发挥创造力，那么，不论在任何领域，都可以获得财富。

　　事业运

　　本日出生的寿星，拥有丰富的创造力，所以无论在任何领域工作，都能成功。通常牡羊座出生的人，不喜欢在他人底下工作。不论从哪一方面看，都是有着：自信、反应奇快及与生俱来的领导能力，因此，本日出生的寿星，最适合担任高级管理职位的工作。此外，具有演戏的能力，所以明星、导演、指挥家等与音乐及娱乐有关的职业也很适合。记者、大众传播的报导者及实业家也不错。对本日出生的人来说，成功是相当重要的。并且在快乐的气氛中，透过自己所认为有价值的事，去达成自己的野心的话，那才是真正的成功。

　　健康运

　　4月8日出生的人，应注意不要把太多精力放在周遭的人事物上，不论是个人、理念或是宗教都一样。

　　和其它牡羊座一样，这一天出生的人很外向，但是由于他们具有强烈的社会良知，所以会忘了要深思熟虑，总是付出太多，到头来却疏忽了自己的健康。其实，只要稍微注意一下，他们就可以很健康的，比如定期到山上或海边度假，让自己躲开尘世的忧烦和负担，好好地喘息一下。4月8日出生的人喜欢饮食，但是如果四周的人都在闹饥荒，那就另当别论了，若能在此时和他人共享食物，对他们来说，便格外满足的事了。

　　幸运数字

　　4月8日出生的人受数字8及土星的影响。土星的影响力使人具有责任感、了解自己的极限、谨慎和宿命。这一天出生的人不会冲动地完成他们的计画，反而会缓慢而谨慎地建立自己的事业及生活。这种情况与火星的精力丰沛及牡羊座的冲动并不一致，因此在发展得较差的人身上，就可能会产生冲突，而有天人交战般的挣扎，仿佛同时在心中出现两种声音──一个不负责任的孩子说：“没关系，快冲啊！”以及一个成熟的大人说：“慢慢来，稳着点！”。由于数字8带有土星般的清冷，所以4月8日出生的人会给别人一种保持距离的印象，事实上他们却有一颗温暖而乐于施予的心。不过，受数字8影响的人，应该留意不要抱持过份狂热的看法。

2010-06-29T23:10:00.002+08:00

i am starting to like my class :D

at least the guys in my class are perverted. but nv would they point at a girl.
except lee hong jie.

2010-06-29T17:30:00.001+08:00

low IS SUCH A COMMON SURNAME D:
liu. ya.
my surname is low. liu. oh. damnit.

SO COMMON FOR WAD.

2010-06-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

do i seem like a disgusting person who actually does that?

where the heck did that come from.

2010-06-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

as compared to someone whom i have never even talked to, my sister's birthday is freaking more impt.

yes. that was offending. its not a joke since i dun even know her. if its someone close, it can certainly be a joke.
common sense shld be used here.

2010-06-28T21:01:00.002+08:00

fishy.

fish is a nice word.
its tasty.
its 4 letters.
it sounds nice.

fishy bishy.
squishy.

care to try sth?
初一吃素，初二吃素，初三吃素，初四吃素，初五吃素，初六吃素，初七吃素....
chu yi chi su, chu er chi su, chu san chi su...

u can say until 初七， u prooooo. LOL. provided i must hear 1st. HAHAHAAA.
YOU ALL TRYY. THEN U WILL KNOW LERHH~
i can only do until the 3rd one. OMG. HAHAA

2010-06-28T17:14:00.002+08:00

i am feeling like i have done sth wrong.

i wanted a study table, cos my mom keep complaining i mess up the dining table cos i use it to study. she thought i badly wanted it, more than an itouch.

mom, "if u meet my expectations, i buy u sth larhh!"
me & my sis " what is ur expectations?!"
mom " dno. AHH! if u get into TJC, I BUY U LAPTOP. if u only met my expectatiions i buy u study table."
WTS. u know her expectations of me, is BELOW 10.
SO TO HER, a study table isnt a necessity. WTS. GET ONE STUDY TABLE OSO SO HARD.
I GET BELOW 10 confirm ask for IPHONE lerhh mar. NONE OF MY SISTERS GET BELOW 10 OKAYY! my sister L1R5, is 11. sheesh.
omg. if i even get below 10. my english is so no hope.

my mom is weird :/

2010-06-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

my pe is on thursday. =.=
shit them.

2010-06-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

I AM SUPER ENVIOUS OF JINGJIEEEEEE
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

u know the furthest i ever went is TAIWAN. and only once. then the rest is to bangkok{once} and malaysia.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2010-06-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

how is ur childhood like?

2010-06-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

verma is so smexy.

just now, i was in a good mood. okayy, i was in a good mood these few days so i helped this auntie.

okay this auntie right, she was on newspaper. cos the netizens spreaded abt her. she live in the block opposite of minee. she's a malay, but she knows chinese english malay.
her daughter left her alone in her old apartment{or maybe she doesnt wanna leave her apartment, i dno}. the newspaper say that the daughter hired someone to take care of her, bring her food and stuffs. but not to clean her, not to clean her house. cos i seen her house before{tell u why ltr}. not clean.
what a bitch, i mean the daughter. filial piety doesnt applies to only chinese or those with the upbringing of Confucianism. it applies to the sons and daughters in the whole wide world { maybe not americans cos they have another different tradition}.
okayy. so this auntie is holding a cane to walk. but cant walk that well even with the cane cos the cane is TOO HEAVY for her. so she always asks passer-bys to help her walk from one place to another.
and i seem to be always the passer-by. LOL. everytime i walk pass the void deck, i will see her struggling. this shows how un-caring people are. they dun wanna help her! WTH.

okay. so there are times she takes the bus to eat. YES, TO EAT ALONE.
she has walking difficulties, cannot cross road. and u wun know how dangerous it is to help her across the road. SERIOUSLY. i helped her cross the road like, 4 times? andd there was once, i almost got myself killed=.=
i was helping her cross the road. she STOPPED RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD. i was trying to make her walk but she just stopped. and there was an incoming car turning out of the carpark. then i din leave her, cos i cant just leave her there?! so i hope the car will stop in time. and it did. amazing rightttt. LOL.

oh. and there was once the auntie ask this junyuan sec guy to help her carry her stuff while she hold on to me. oohh. a nice guyy.

oh. and i seen her house before, cos she asked me to help her walk back to her apartment, which is on the other side of the flat, not the stone table side.

ya. dun u find such children are bitches and bastards.

好人有好报？那什么才算是好人? parents are hao ren oso wad. they chose to give birth to their children. they chose to feed them, to bring them up and not kill them. so, 真的是好人有好报吗？

2010-06-25T19:50:00.001+08:00

i have been going to the airport for 4 days.

2010-06-24T22:44:00.002+08:00

rmb this?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RctX1x2ZnwY

or maybe i'm asking the obvious. how can any1 forget that terrible stupid FISHING CHILDISH idea that SOMEONE spreaded.

YES. THAT VID IS ON YOUTUBE. now any1 in the whole world can just trip over the vid list when searching for fei tian, and realize what a disappointment this vid is.

amazingly edited to suit the eyes of people who view this blog, so that i wun get flamed.
the details of my disgust will be told, when i see the people who can be told.

2010-06-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

was in a bad mood.

so sorry.

i dno whether to wish u happy birthday, or not?

2010-06-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

airport is like, my 2nd home for this week.

tuesday 2day, friday, sat going airport.

i had uneasy feeling for many days.
just now at airport dun have. but it came back again...

anyway. just now was at airport, with junjie.
yupp. the original plan was to study with junjie and lsm.
amazingly, lsm got high fever. {my sis oso kena fever.}
ya. so left me and him. hahas. long story follows after.

OHOHOHOHH.
I MET DERRICK ON THE BUS. AHAHAHAA.
not i stalk him. neither did he stalk me u dum dums.
i took 291. andd then it got more crowded. then i see this guy standing right infront of me.
then i was thinking v hard that HE LOOK LIKE DERRICK. but i not suree. HAHAA.
then he took out his phone, sms. then he closed his phone, i receive sms.
so i thought, ehhhhhh~ too coincidental lerhh bah.
so when i alighted 291 at inter, replied him. and he ask me if i just alighted 291.
HAHAHAHAAAA.
so we thought each other looked familiar.
TOO COINCIDENTAL LIAO LORHH. SO QIAO 1. HAAHAHHAAA.
~~THE WORLD IS SO SMALL.~~
SINGAPORE IS SO SMALL.

2010-06-20T13:55:00.002+08:00

okay. i forgot where was i and i shan't bother continuing.

humans are very...tight abt privacy.
teens esp. me too.
the most private thing are our minds
but i like to speak my mind.
we are often made to speak our minds.
its a wonder. we are only v fussy over privacy when we dun have it.
yet we like to un-privatize the things/parts of us that has the most privacy.

WHAT AM I TALKING. HAHAHAHAA. crap.

i am going to study at the airport on tuesday.
and then maybe alone on wed.
heh heh.

2010-06-20T13:18:00.003+08:00

went to help my parents 2day.
wanted to post abt it.
but lazy to post abt it now, or ever. cos. too much to say.

i hate 5 cents.
the govt shld collect all the 5 cents. and melt it into welding metal.
making a copper statue of any of the ministers will be a better idea than having the 5 cent coins passed from here to there and there. even some damn bookshops and shops wun accept 5 cent coins. THAT, shows how worthless it is.
and to think i have dno how many tins or containers of it at home cos the customers din want 5 cent coins. BUT they gave us 5 cent coins. wth.
i dno what i am talking right now. sleepy. ...
OH. AND U KNOW. BANKS ARE CHEATING MONEY, U PUT IN $10 WORTH OF 5 CENT COINS, THEY TAKE $3 AS THEIR... "LABOUR FEE" - counting the 5 cent coins-
no wonder there are more and more 5 cent coins abt.

ice lemon tea is just ICE + SQUEEZE LEMON + TEA.
SO. never. ever. buy it from hawker centres. its A WASTE OF MONEHHH. HAHAAA.
although i bought 2 cups 2day..

what do u call the people who clean up the tables for us? cleaners?
okayy, i dun mean to be rude. lets just call them cleaners.
they have a great job. v self sacrificing. i had to wash plates everytime i go.
at 1st when i just went and realized i HAD to wash the plates, i was HORRIFIED.
how many people will stand three feet away from u when u are taking the pail of dirty plates back into the stall. appalling.
anyway, i was disgusted too - people's saliva. =.=
but. got used to it, COS ITS NOT LIKE I CANT WASH IT AWAY. dumbb.
and u know how hard is their job?
walking arnd more than 12 hours a day. not everybody can tahan. SERIOUSLY.
u may think walking arnd for 12 hours is a piece of PIE. but when u are doing it, its a totally different thing okayy!!

brb

2010-06-19T19:07:00.002+08:00

i am not psychic. i CANT read minds.
neither can other people.
JUST SAY WHAT U WANT AND GET IT OVER WITH.
DON'T GIVE US A BLACK FACE, when we dun do wat u wanted to do.
sucker.

2010-06-18T22:49:00.002+08:00

waiting for my hair to dryyyy.
andd.
i was so mean just now.
idiot.
fine, my words v jian.
i like to yi zhen jian xie. not guai wan mo jiao.
guai wan mo jiao is VIRGO'S JOB. not ARIES' :D

why am i so easily bored?
like, i can play maple for three hours, and i am sick of it.
shit me. :D

vivienne's BBQ just now.
hahas.
i was so mean just now to khant zaw.
HAHAA. shit.
i think i will kill myself 1 day before other ppl kills me.

i know this blog is so deaddd.
and i am gonna remove the tagboard.

2010-06-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

i was v mean 2day.
well.
but at least.
i am direct. 一针见血 better than backstabbers or beat abt the bush and suan u.
freak. bad mood. freak. bad mood. freak. freak. freak. freak.

2010-06-16T13:21:00.001+08:00

life is not unfair.
its the people who makes life unfair.

a lack of attention.

2010-06-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

ki zhang.

bet u all nv eat before. LOL.

2010-06-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

"i can find more thoughtful friends in JC/poly. friends who actually bothers to celebrate and rmb my bday."

i think. a lot of ppl thinks like that.

2010-06-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

i am so sorry i am not usually a grudge holder, neither do i get angry at sth for long.

but the only made-me-angry thing that i have never forgotten since it happened last year.
and i still HATE him.
no1 has any idea how bad i want to tear his guts out and flip his heart inside out to reveal his behind-the-scene self. no1 has any idea i even have this thought.
he is still the only person ever, i will just have the instinctive urge to rip his skin off and leave him blardy dying.
yes. killing him sounds like a good idea.
he deserve to die anyway.

he din apologize.
and he treated it as for fun.
but it was not. fun. at. all.
how to forgive and forget, when the person doesnt deserve it.
i shall just hate him for as long as i rmb him.
andd i dun think i ever will forget.
andd this time, no1 can ever influence me that he is not what i see he is.
no1. cos he is what i see he is. he IS.
just that u people are blindd.
and i am just full of hatred for what he did for which he did not think about.

2010-06-09T22:16:00.001+08:00

we could learn a lot from crayons. Some are sharp, Some are dull, Some are pretty, Some have weird names, and all have different colours... but they all have to live in the same box.

2010-06-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

every1 has THAT friend
1 who is bad-tempered {me:D}
or quiet {me :D}
or ...

wait. why all are me. sheesh.
LOL. dun u find that when u find friends, its either those that are like YOU.
birds of a feather flocked together.

anyway, i also want to say, every1 has THAT friend, 1 who scolds vulgarities at you even though u din do anything wrong{at least u dun think u did}.
but. still a friend. cos nobody is perfect.
friends are people who knows everything good AND bad about u, and still your dearest friend.

but every1 has their limits. dun push mine.

2010-06-08T16:00:00.002+08:00

KEN KEN is super lurved. LOL

u are the only 1 amongst others that scolds vulgarities at me.
others are just that they say fck but not at me.
you are the shittiest guy i know.

2010-06-07T20:38:00.002+08:00

a sport, that is 4 letters.
starting with a J
ending with an O
yes.
i hate JUDO. personally.

2010-06-02T18:18:00.000+08:00

i realized being sad is just torturing myself.

2010-06-01T19:57:00.000+08:00

die.
i cannot chan gong.
ytd can.
2day cannot.
shit

2010-05-31T12:45:00.002+08:00

:X

my mom dun understand a thing. freak.

2010-05-30T15:39:00.000+08:00

somehow.
i cant play the song as well anymore

2010-05-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

once u hate someone, u will hate everything of him/her. but what if that person changed for the better? see not with ur eyes, listen not with ur ears, but with ur soul. feel with not ur hands, but with ur heart. u can pull down their armor, not tear down their walls, exposing their feelings bare for others to see.
always leave another road for others, just like how u want others to do the same to u.

2010-05-26T19:03:00.001+08:00

life is unfair.
so.
unfair.

2010-05-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

i think such damn things wouldnt happen if u nv meet me.

2010-05-22T13:04:00.001+08:00

play until my fingers goes numb.
but numb still pain. =.=
i am trying not to use my index, third and fourth finger to type.
LOL.
so.i am typing really slowly.

2010-05-21T20:53:00.001+08:00

I AM GOING TO DO WELL AND ASK FOR AN IPOD TOUCH FROM MY MUMMY.

HAHHAHAHAHAAA. SO SORRY. I GONE CRAZY.
I DUN WANT AN IPHONE. OR AN IPHONE 4G.

I DUN MIND A ZERO DOLLAR PHONE.
BUT I WANT AN IPOD TOUCH. AND A NEW LAPPY.

AHHHHHHHHH.
I AM SO DAMN GONNA STUDY DURING THE JUNE HOLIDAYS.
I WILL STUDY. UNTIL I GO CRAZY AND SCORE As!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKYOU. BUAIBUAII.

2010-05-21T15:55:00.001+08:00

i dun think i wanna go on facebook anymore.
its giving me a lot of troubles

reflection 2010 mye

2010-05-20T23:23:00.003+08:00

reflection.
its time for 1.

okay.
my. results. suck.

i. know. that.
and its sad.
tat i realized i am deceiving myself since sec 3.
thinking that. "oh. my class oso."
"oh. my classmates fail, its no surprise i failed too."
i am such a freak.
a stupid freak.

1stly. i BARELY passed my physics.
i. was not happy with that damn mark.
but compared to my class, i THOUGHT i shld.
wrongg. i am so naive.
and. too positive. shit me.

2nd. my chem. sucks.

3rd. my econs. sucks. i din expect to get a C.
cos i really. really. put in all my effort in econs.
to the extent that i actually forgone my history.

now. 2 papers left. amaths and emaths.
no hope. since whatever i think i can do scored badly.
and whatever i think i cant do, scored unexpected but still bad marks.

i believe. if we are called 4/4 and not 4/7. i bet our class wun be as slack as now.
there. is. a. difference. seriously!
we are being called the last express class.

my results suck. i know it. and i am going to do sth abt it from next week onwardss.
not going to play anymore.
anyway, there isnt anything to play.

how many times have i cried this year?

2010-05-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

shoot me.

urgh.
i lost the NUS chinese instrumental exam CERTIFICATE.

I DNO WHERE IT IS.

may be i got too angry at my self and threw it away...
BUT THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE! i think.

2010-05-19T16:03:00.002+08:00

physics is the BEST paper sia.
HAHAHAHAAAA. 5. FIVE. out of THIRTY FIVE PASSED. :D

guess what.

I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but. a freaking 51.

SERIOUSLY HOW TO SCORE SO WELL FOR THE PHYSICS PAPER?

and WE GOT THE HIGHEST MEAN MARK ANDD MSG for ENGLISH :DD which is 57.

but i got a freaking 54.

CHINESE. STUPIDITY.
I dun understand the passage, nor the question.
so. i got a 62/90 for paper 1. MY COMPO SUCKED. URGHH. 44/70 ONLY LEII!
but a 48/110 for paper 2.
i scored 2/20 for cloze passage. {I AM DUMB}
24.5/ 50 for compre. {I AM DUMB}
A 14/20 FOR SUMMARY~~
summary is hard okayyy.
HEHEHEHEH.

so i got a 55 in the end.
C5.
so far. all Cs.
freak.

2010-05-18T18:17:00.000+08:00

my cousin and i are totally not on good terms.
it isnt entirely my fault. its her fault too.
if she is more initiative, use her brains more, then i wun have to put the facts straight into her goddamn face do i?
1stly, she doesnt do anything. no chores no nth. only when we ask her to, twice, then she do.
so just now she say she wanna eat kimchi ramen, instant noodle type.
SHE EXPECTED MY MOM TO COOK FOR HER?!
NO. WAY. MY MOM ISNT HER MAID. FK.
OF COURSE, i just said "heh heh. ownself cook"
SHE BUAY SONG. BU SHUANG. FINE LARHH. USE UR BRAINS MAN.
U ARE LIVING HERE COS WE ARE NICE TO U.
U DUN HAVE TO TAKE ADV OF MY MOM.

2010-05-17T22:43:00.002+08:00

u may have rendered me speechless, as in, gave me sth to think, in a good way.
as in. yes. u talked some sense.

but i dun get the point of that topic, that conver or practically whatever u said, at all.

猫哭耗子 - 假慈悲.

2010-05-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

i would like it if everyday is like 2day.
do nth and 5 hours passed.
only 1 paper 2 for 5 hours.
so boring.

LOL.

2010-05-17T15:53:00.003+08:00

colourful

2010-05-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

i am so dead.
if there are any words tat arestickedtogether.
its cos my spacebar is being an ass.
LOL.

i am so dead 2mr. sodamndeadddd. hehh

2010-05-16T13:35:00.003+08:00

its a sunday.

and i'm home

I WANNA STEP ON BOTH SIDES OF EARTH.
WHEEEEE.
u know, the line. i dno where. hmm. is it london? LOL.

2010-05-16T12:39:00.002+08:00

next week is chinese
so
much
chinese.

let me enjoy the time while i still can. :)
vampire diaries.
wahahaaa

i wanna go bowling. watch eclipse. watch the last song and the backup plan.
OMGGG. HAHAHAA
why there isnt these awesome movies last year. and it MUST come out THIS YEAR, when i'm having my O lvls.
u know. last year was REALLY BORING, cos there WERENT any good movies AT ALL.
then this year. pop pop pop poppp out so many movies that i wanna watch. badly.

and last year was really boring too cos we had the damn NUS exams and no overseas exchange.
andd this year they have an exchange and i hope they do well. :) really.

2010-05-16T12:11:00.001+08:00

who am i exactly?

2010-05-16T10:10:00.002+08:00

share ur joy, double the joy.
share ur sorrow, half the sorrow.

friends make u cry sad frustrated angry awkward. hard to forget.
but the joy fun laughter are etched deeper into the memories, leaves bigger footprints in ur life than any other.

2010-05-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

i'm glad u are enjoying ur time without me :)

2010-05-13T17:41:00.002+08:00

okayy.
1) jinhow wanna eat eighteen chef
2) junjie oso.
3) junjie wants us go tp find him
4) watching movie somewhere. but SIMEI DOESNT HAVE CINEMA.

okayy.
so.
what u all wanna do. =.=
go simei eat.
then go pasir ris watch movie? tats the worst idea ever.
then. from our home, still need go tp, then cab to east point, then move to pasir ris?
whats the point u tell me.
why do we need to go tp?
just meet at somewhere to eat.
from home to simei to pasir ris. smart.
home to tp to simei to pasir ris. genius.

i will be home so damn late 2mr.
my tuition at 530. dun think can make it. so have to go 730 derhh time slot.
my mom dun let me go 2day.
go 2mr lorhh. happy lorhh. then tired lorhh. wth.

2010-05-12T17:22:00.003+08:00

damnit.

2010-05-12T16:37:00.003+08:00

retarded.

hehh. i have my confirm win plan. whatever u are planning. u wun do it for the sake of ur reputation :)

AND I Have to post this here 1st as proof.

12:26:17 AM	[[ ʬ J U И J І Ǝ ʬ ]]	[ShuLing] i am the stoopidest person 2day.	oh. btw, i am not afraid to say like ily or smth to anyone alrdy
12:26:24 AM	[[ ʬ J U И J І Ǝ ʬ ]]	[ShuLing] i am the stoopidest person 2day.	thx to a game i played during orientation

he say 1.
so he can be saying it to any1 as a prank or anything. LOL.

2010-05-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

andd. the class
sent me a reminder sms. =.=
okay. fine. LOL.

2010-05-11T22:25:00.001+08:00

sheesh.
if u dun wanna talk.
dun even start talking.
dumbass.

ohhhhh.
i still say physics better than chem and my chem gonna fail.

and I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO BRING MY PENCIL CASE 2DAY.

AND I TOTALLY FREAKED OUT DURING MORNING ASSEMBLY. AHHHHHHHHHH. PHYSICS PAPER LEII! NO RULER WILL DIE!
well. LUCKY I BROUGHT MY CALCULATOR.
BUT my handwriting suck cos the pen is thick and inky. i can nv use those pens, like ever.
well. my class was so helpful :3 4/7
LOL. but i still got laughed at. like, for sure derhh larhh. forgot pencil case i think i'm the only 1 in sec 4. OH MY GOSHHH.

2010-05-10T22:21:00.001+08:00

i dun think thats ever the correct way to treat some1.

if its for my own good, if u want me to be happy, let ME decide for myself :)
sheesh.

my sim card still cmi.
damnit.
damnit
damnit.
bybyeee

2010-05-10T18:45:00.002+08:00

VERY FUNNY.
just now, only my mom and me at home.
my house phone SPOILLL
my mom use my handphone to call singtel.
END UP MY HANDPHONE OSO SPOIL.
HAHAHAHAA

wth.
my sim card spoil.
i try with another phone oso cannot detect sim card.
damniT.

2010-05-10T16:55:00.000+08:00

conservation of energy, or conversation of energy?

2010-05-09T10:58:00.003+08:00

si shen.
u say that no1 knew right?
u have my classmates as a friend.
my classmates gave me that nickname.
i dun wanna post this on facebook cos quarreling further will only be more tedious.

u said i dao u so many times.
but u dao me so many times, i nv say anything. cos i HATE the word DAO.
and i dun care if u dao me or not.
wan talk, dun wan talk, dun talk, anything. u sms, i reply.
i sms, u dun reply, i dun care.

cos ur pranks, ur suaning, i find them quite overboard.
ur suaning sounds real.
its not called suaning anymore.
its called being an ass.

2010-05-08T18:39:00.000+08:00

i BOUGHT A BAG FOR MY MOTHERRRR.
AND I THINK ITS DAMN CHIOOO.
just that dno whether she will like anot.

AHAHAHAHAAA.