Thursday, July 1, 2010

i am me.
my sister is my sister.

if u keep saying i am my sister.
then dun have such high expectations of me.
IF i am my sister:
O lvl result L1R4 9, L1R5 11.
then my name wun be shuling.
i wun be an aries, but pisces.
i wun be in temasek sec.
i wun be ur third daughter.
i would not have gotten 2** for PSLE.
i wun be the 1 nagging at my sisters to tidy the house.
AND U SHLD NOT HAVE SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS of me bah?
u keep saying i am my sister.
i am following my sister's pattern.
NO. I HAVE MY OWN PATTERN.
HER PATTERN IS HERS, NOT MINE.
STOP SAYING I AM LIKE MY SISTER.
COS. I. AM. NOT.
the more u say tat, the more i will put on a show for u all, showing you how i follow into my sister's bad habit.
cos u say that to make me stop doing things.
so i will do more to make u stop saying that.


oh. but obviously i cant tell my mom this. even in a polite manner w/o all the exclamations and caps.
cos whatever i say that goes against my mom, will be called arguing.
even when i am trying to tell her my reasons and what i really feel.
people THINKS i have good communication with my parents cos they seem to know all the events or activities or all the things i have to do.
but. since when do parents listen truthfully?
some moms will listen. and {using most parents and teachers favourite phrase} our words goes in through the left ear and out the right ear in chinese.

erm. dun say i am only thinking from my own perspective bla bla bla.

i DO try to understand my parents. but they dun let me. cos they think thats their dignity of being a parent. like, parent shld know everthing abt their child, but the child arent supposed to know every single thing abt their parent. like, 大人讲话，小孩子不要插嘴. that kind of thing.

sheesh. why dun have 孩子讲话，大人不要插嘴