Tuesday, July 27, 2010
AHAHAHAHAHAAAA.
I'M BORED.
AND I AM FEELING HAPPY.
I REALIZE.
I CAN CONTROL MY EMOTIONS ANY TIME.
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11:06 PM
when u seem to be getting close to someone. and then they suddenly appear to be so far away.
far far away.
dun u have a better vulgarities vocab?
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10:58 PM
heartache doesn't necessary must be due to love.
realize its more prone of happening, when u have high hopes. oh. sorry, its u HAD high hopes. then someone knocked it down for you in 1 instant. 1 instant. 1 moment. 1 second. urgh.
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10:53 PM
u expect ur grades to be good when u dun put in effort.
when u dun get the grades u want, U WANT TO CHANGE SCHOOL.
CAN U GROW UP AND SEE THAT U ARE THE STUPID ONE.
CAN YOU HELP URSELF 1ST AND NOT RELY ON OTHERS TO HELP U ENTIRELY?
WE CAN ADVISE YOU BUT IN THE END IT COMES DOWN TO WHETHER YOU WANNA LISTEN.
WE CAN SPOON FEED YOU ANSWERS IF U ARE REALIZE UR MISTAKES.
WE CAN HELP YOU IN HOMEWORK BUT NOT IN EXAMS.
CAN YOU PLEASE HELP YOURSELF COS U ARE WORRYING ME.
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10:43 PM
I AM BLARDY PISSED.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
i dun look angry just now.
cos i tried not to.
cos i dun even know what i look like when i'm really THAT angry!
which means i wouldn't be able to handle myself.
which means i would lose friends.
BUT I AM REALLY DAMN BLARDY PISSED.
IF U WANNA say dirty jokes in my face. say sth i understand. not use me as a joke right infront of me and when i dun understand u just say i shldn't so its a good thing.
URGHHHH.
$%^#@%$#@*&
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10:10 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
HOW
SOMEONE TELL ME HOWWW.
HONGJIE AIMING FOR MJ.
WTS.
THEN I JUST ACCEPTED MJC.
hongjie is really really bastard.
too many things to say to type now. i need to quickquick post.
ANYWAY. SERIOUSLY.
WTH. HOW. IF HE GO MJC, WE WILL BE IN THE SAME CLASS.
HE WILL RUIN ME. he bitches about every1. EVERY1, those who are nice to him. those who are not nice to him, those who done nth wrong.
so if he go mjc, we same class, the 1st thing he will do is bitch abt me to others.
and after the class know that hongjie is aiming mj, noone will go. they rather go national or SA.
if there's someone else who knows him who goes mj it will be better.
BUT NOOO. NOBODY IS GOING. AND I ACCEPTED MJ.
FISHHHHHH.
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8:31 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
studied chem.
practising chem.
u know wad.
i dno what to do.
REALLY.
WHAT TO DO.
and I CANT TELL PEOPLE SOMMORE.
WAH SHIT.
THIS KIND OF OFFER, CAN ACCEPT?!
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5:48 PM
one incident made me never to trust information on websites.
secondary school posting.
i rmb sth from that time made me totally dun trust such information. i don't mean for projects. projects just ctrl+c and ctrl+v. information as in, deciding factors.
like. dsa.
withdrawal phase. is there really one? i have NEVER heard of any1 withdrawing.
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4:56 PM
I THINK I WILL BE SPECIALLY OSTRACIZED IF I ACTUALLY ACCEPT.
WAH DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN.
FREAK.
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4:53 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
dun act like u care abt what i really think.
just continue scolding all u want while i just sit back and act like i dun care.
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3:51 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
my troubles all u ever liked.
i think my class is getting more slack.
its 23 days to prelims i think. or 22?
andd just 2 days ago we were still in class and at U.D.D.E.R.S playing bridge and zhong ji mi ma and forfeits.
the forfeit is just ice cream + water. dun get whats so gross abt it hehhh.
grad night 2010 theme: colourful rainbow. =.=
dumb.
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10:45 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
HEYYY. ME BACK.
WRITING A NARRATIVE.
YESS. I AM WRITING A NARRATIVE!
OMG HAH! ...
the teacher gave us 2 choices, struggle or proudest moment.
i chose struggle. cos i tried v hard to write a happy story. nah. dun work.
so i am writing a... sad story.
hopefully it gets 6/6 for criterion. (criterion only marks grammar, vocab, phrasing, sentence. not content :D )
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11:17 AM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
sorry to my mom whom i was angry at.
sorry to junjie cos he is angry.
srsly dun rmb. andd u know 2day sth happened in the bus when i bus-ed home from school 2day.
I am going to be as not bias as possible. i took bus 10 with A and B
the bus was damn squeezy when tms students boarded at the tms bus stop. Until Bedok South bus stop, only very little people exited the bus. so there was only that little space for that little people at the door. the bus uncle shouted for the people in the middle to move in. and they dao-ed. until a rude crude man shouted for the people to move to the rear, only in a rather coarse manner. i can understand why he's irritated cos he is barely able to made it into the bus. but he is really damn rude. so as the bus moves on, and stopped at the... i think changi general hospital bus stop, SOME people alighted. there was only a LITTLE more space at the middle of the bus. and me, A and B was still stuck at a little farther away from the door and beside us was the crude guy. so the crude guy just shouted "eh hello move in move in" to A. there was seriously no space, to move, so A told him "there is no space to move, can u just wait awhile?!". i mean, what would u say in that circumstance that the guy was shouting at u yet u are in ur school uniform and u are suppressing ur anger.
so the guy just keep glaring at A.
the bus moved on, up to the next bus stop, more people exited the bus, and people were trying to get on the bus too. Then there was no space and another uncle barely made it in and caused a commotion with the auntie infront of him i supposed as the uncle and auntie are shouting at each other in dialect.
so after the bus moved on, i tried to tell the people to move in by telling the girl next to B to pass the message to move in. OBVIOUSLY NONE OF THE TEMASEKIANS MOVED. =.= which is irritating. what with the glare of the crude guy and the three of us wanted to move as far away as possible.
so a few seconds after i passed the "message", the guy SHOUTED again, "EH HELLO HELLO, MOVE IN."
like, RIGHT INTO MY EAR.
then we moved in. oh. the bus was a wheelchair accessible bus with seats facing sideways.
We moved in until there wasn't any space and stopped standing at the sideway seats. apparently a teacher was sitting there. and a temasek staff was sitting there too :D {but the teacher is... v quiet. but very caring. not strict. a plain normal teacher}
the rude man was still glaring at A. andd suddenly he say to me "I rmb ur friend face arh. {sthsthsth i forgot}" so i helped A reply "I am very sorry but there really wasn't any space for her to move in at all." BELIEVE ME. IT TOOK ME A VERY LONG TIME TO CALM DOWN AND SUPPRESS MY ANGER TO STOP MYSELF FROM SCOLDING BACK THE MAN COS I KNOW IT WUN DO US ANY GOOD.
then he turn to A and say "i give u chance u dun want move in, argue with me"
then A say "can u see any space beside me? there isn't any space how to move in?" she got upset, and got quite impatient but all throughout i swear she did not raise her voice at all.
then me and B ask A to stand inbetween the 2 of us, with me blocking the guy.
this is where the teacher infront of us came in. i told A that the person in front of us was a teacher. then she turn to the teacher and tell the teacher that the guy scold her. the teacher said "ya ya i know. we saw we saw. dun worry if any1 complain nth will happen to u."
then A cried, which i believe is angry moisture. if i am A i will oso cry cos i will be goddamn angry.
anyway, the guy got quiet. but was still glaring.
and then rmb the uncle and auntie i said that was shouting?
this is where they come in. this part makes the rude man ironic.
The bus came to the next bus stop. the side way seat had 3 seats. the 1 at the left is temasek staff, middle is the teacher, right is someone who exited at this bus stop.
at this bus stop, more people exited too.
so the teacher ask A to sit. we say let the older uncle{who caused a commotion with the auntie} sit.
so the 3 of us moved to the exit door. as we moved, the rude man persuaded the uncle to let it go, dun quarrel with the auntie in dialect. say "suan le suan le" in dialect, which i dno how to spell. see the irony?
then i felt that he was really ironic. then he was trying to start a quarrel with a SECONDARY SCHOOL STUDENT, and now he is persuading the uncle to not quarrel.
actually. i can tell the rude man is nice in nature. He helped the uncle to the seat. He persuaded the uncle not to quarrel. this shows he is supposedly not bad. but the packed bus might have made him grumpy or sth. but even so, as a mature adult i do not think THAT is the appropriate way to say things.
moreover, the way he say it is like he is so big so big, make complain to school as if the student will confirm be punished so he holds the authority to scold the student.
say until he so dua.
so the bus moved on to the bus interchange. As the bus was going to stop, AND HE IS STILL TALKING ABT MY FRIEND A, he suddenly said "temasek guai lan larhh" the whole BUS was temasekians and i bet they heard it.
he said temasek gl in a whole bus of temasekian infront of a temasek teacher and a staff.
If he makes a complain, the possibility of a successful one is 0.1% unless the world and the school is really so unfair.
so A, B and I was talking on the way to TM to buy JINGJIE'S present and i was saying that "we shld have took a video and post his behaviour on stomp"
B said "eh YA! we were so pissed that we forgot!"
HAHAA. of course i only SAID it. i dun mean it.
cos i know posting this kind of things on stomp wun do us temasekians any good at all. neither will the guy. its not a win-win situation or its a lose-lose situation. no matter what, both parties will be suffer some consequences if this gets out into the public.
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6:09 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
singaporeans are getting less friendly.
from this i conclude smile is a merit good. Merit goods are goods that confers positive externalities and are always under-valued by people.
people do not see the importance from the benefits of SMILING.
SMILING can show ur FRIENDLINESS, and lets u be more SOCIABLE, hence benefitting each individual.
yet the people find SMILING a chore as they do not realize that frowning needs more energy and muscle.
SMILE MORE, IT COSTS NOTHING. :D
my class are making me smile more and more. but someone is trying to make me sad.
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10:35 PM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
DESPICABLE MEEEEEEEEEEEE. HOLLAND!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOO!!!! HAHAAA
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6:15 PM
Friday, July 9, 2010
"1,2,3,4, and now we hang shuling." AHHHH.
u know econs lesson was v funny.
so mr lim started asking questions 1 by 1, sadly starting from MY PARTNER!! RAWRRR.
so i am the next.
when it was me. i took a while to answer.
then he say "lets make it more exciting. from next week onwards arh, hongjie go take the class list, whoever cannot answer 1 make 1 stroke and we PLAY HANG MAN."
then he draw on the paper, "draw the pole, then the base.." *1 more stroke across* *the rope* "and now we hang shuling"HAHAHAHAAAA.
his hang man is FIVE STROKES ONLY. =O=
the human is 1 stroke. OMG. HAHAA.
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8:22 PM
Thursday, July 8, 2010
whenever i try to study.
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6:45 PM
quack owes me BEN & JERRY'S ICE CREAM
cos he broke his promise :D
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6:33 PM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
on the bus.
i went crescendo. LOL.
ahhhhhhhhhh.
i am going to die sitting arnd jere, ed, quack, cupid and hongjie.
wah.
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6:52 PM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
troubled.
think i'm gonna get into trouble soon.
die.
ha. hahahaaa.
ITS MANDY AND MY SIS BIRTHDAY :D
although me and mandy are like, hi-bye that type.
but, its her birthdayyyy and my sis :D
okayy.
ishy bishy.
I AM STUDYING ECONS AND THEN SS LTR.
I AM GONNA GET SMART :D
U KNOW. i fail the amaths quiz. LOL. I CANNOT DO AREA OF A REGION, or whatever u call it. area under the graph?
i dno. ANYWAY. I GOT MESSED UP.
like. y = -2cos2x
how to change the subject to x?
then have to integrate y.
u know i can only say these on the blog now cos there's nobody i can complain to.
jinhow is like stress in JC{seemingly so, not being offensive.}
jingjie is so damn clever and gives me stress. HAHAHAA. KIDDING.
jiawei{my AMATHS PARTNERRR} dno how to do oso.
then no1 wanna listen to me talk D:
HAHAAA.
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3:44 PM
Monday, July 5, 2010
"boring."
"shuling, i'm sorry i yawned."
"are they still playing another song?!"
"the deng deng song is nicer"
"wah this is the standard song arh"
not constructive comments.
"even outsiders can tell its off tune"
"ya. the erhu no coordination even i oso can hear""now u can see why Zat was angry. its like they NEVER practised{for combined}.""too soft"
"logs."
"messy. what are they playing?"
wah. all these comments made me cry. i dno is it cos i am too sensitive or wad. but even if i am watching a better performance and people are saying this, i will still cry. the nonconstructive comments, boring wat so ever, is cos its CO music. most people dun like CO music cos its supposedly boring and traditional and old, and old-fashion. bla bla bla. those can dun listen derhh lorhh. cos the songs that co played wasn't high.
even mr lim wei ming oso playing with iphone. SHEESH.combined performance is REALLY like CO people din practise at all.
erhu no coordination, total mess.
theres echo of the notes. wts.
i bet zat was damn angry.
u know the school clapped early, din wait for CO to finish. as in, koh seng and liu bin hand still up, doing the long ending. but they clapped. not cos it was good. but it was cos they wanted co to end.
but on facebook. co people are saying its a great success. am i just too weird? or am i just too dumb to notice the wrong things? or am i just too wrong?
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9:37 AM
Sunday, July 4, 2010
bimbos who act smart.
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11:01 AM
esplanade.
esplanade.
esplanade.
esplanade.
esplanade.
dno why. i am so not looking forward to it.
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10:35 AM
XIAO XIAO BIN IS SO CUTE.
u just said the f word to me and u expect me to reply.
i think i will just reply stfu. but. i dun wanna be so cu lu.
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12:14 AM
i cant tell u just means we are not close enough for me to say my mind.
weird. so far, i can say everything on my mind to every1 of myfriends. just not u.
oh. i know. cos u are a bitch.
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12:08 AM
Saturday, July 3, 2010
cos me and u are different.
different sides. different friends. different point of view.
i tell u person A, u will argue with me.
u tell me person B, i will kill u.
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11:41 PM
Friday, July 2, 2010
trying to find cheap flowers so can buy for more people.
shitt.
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10:55 PM
Thursday, July 1, 2010
think i am quitting facebook.
but. definitely not millionaire city.
there is just this someone that i hate that i am unwilling to lose to.
is this bad?
yes.
i need to stop using computer.
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10:42 PM
i am me.
my sister is my sister.
if u keep saying i am my sister.
then dun have such high expectations of me.
IF i am my sister:
O lvl result L1R4 9, L1R5 11.
then my name wun be shuling.
i wun be an aries, but pisces.
i wun be in temasek sec.
i wun be ur third daughter.
i would not have gotten 2** for PSLE.
i wun be the 1 nagging at my sisters to tidy the house.
AND U SHLD NOT HAVE SUCH HIGH EXPECTATIONS of me bah?
u keep saying i am my sister.
i am following my sister's pattern.
NO. I HAVE MY OWN PATTERN.
HER PATTERN IS HERS, NOT MINE.
STOP SAYING I AM LIKE MY SISTER.
COS. I. AM. NOT.
the more u say tat,
the more i will put on a show for u all, showing you how i follow into my sister's bad habit.
cos u say that to make me stop doing things.
so i will do more to make u stop saying that.
oh. but obviously i cant tell my mom this. even in a polite manner w/o all the exclamations and caps.
cos whatever i say that goes against my mom, will be called arguing.
even when i am trying to tell her my reasons and what i really feel.
people THINKS i have good communication with my parents cos they seem to know all the events or activities or all the things i have to do.
but. since when do parents listen truthfully?
some moms will listen. and {using most parents and teachers favourite phrase} our words goes in through the left ear and out the right ear in chinese.
erm. dun say i am only thinking from my own perspective bla bla bla.
i DO try to understand my parents.
but they dun let me. cos they think thats their dignity of being a parent. like, parent shld know everthing abt their child, but the child arent supposed to know every single thing abt their parent. like, 大人讲话，小孩子不要插嘴. that kind of thing.
sheesh. why dun have 孩子讲话，大人不要插嘴
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9:46 PM
every friday have to stay for mock exam. i think. i can use the 3 or 4 hours to do econs revision.
mock exams are useless. pretty much. except ss and history i suppose. cos we dun have much practises.
but. every subject? like, srsly?
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9:45 PM
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