Tuesday, January 19, 2010

i am angry.
okayy i know blogger is outdated.
but i dun wanna go on facebook cos its screwed. my facebook page is screwed.
and i am so sian.

i am angry.
angry at teacher.
angry at edwin.
and i can tell u from the start i dun have a good impression of girl A.
although my impression is getting better of her.
but i think she isn't suitable. { purposely say until bu qing bu chu. }

angry at teacher. cos he changed janice to gao hu when erhu is like... fail.
i mean, have some brains to think right? hur hur hur.
must be as smart as lao zheng. leave jiaxuan in erhu II, support erhu II cos its weaker.
now, erhu II only has beginners and only brandon and zhangjie know how to play.

erhu I has all the 1s who knows how to play.

and zhonghu is extinct.
let it be extinct. u dunnid zhonghu anyway.
edwin changed to erhu. he requested.
let zhonghu be freaking extinct.
then the juniors wun be sad when they transfer to zhonghu.
although zhonghu and gao hu plays the same keys, but its lyk, totally 2 different statuses.
its like a main character. although it doesnt play much of the melody too.

freak. i am damn sian now.


okayy.
... i cant bring myself to write abt tat...
all i can say is, ya. i was angry 1st cos she posted sth that, to me, is over the line.
so. i was angry. then during recess i think i attituded her.
then after half an hour later.. in the avt. i wasnt angry liao.
just liddat, not angry.
then i sending her 1 sms, like, normal chat. she nv reply. okayy.
then i tried to lend her my book, hunted house of night.

its not ME, who is affected by her presence. i am not the 1 avoiding her.
she is the 1 avoiding me.
i smile even when she is arnd. like, normal.
e.g. just now at the table with Jjs and jinhow and wenqing they all, did i frown? no right?
i smile. so nvm, she wanna attitude me back for dno how many months. cos i was angry at her 1st.
but attituding is... a bit over. heyy, i din purposely diao u.
i din purposely black face to u.
all i did is smile. like smilee.
even if it looks damn plastic sometimes, i am still smiling.
cos i dun treat u as an enemy. i treated u as per normal?



i feel sad.





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sian daoooo.